Remembering and Feelingposted Jul 24th 2006, 4:16AM
Mood: Sad
I was just hanging out in my room with just some music on when i came across one of the many journals i use to write in. *Note to self need to burn one of them.* But i came across the most recent one and saw what i wrote then out of the blue i started to remember the good times. I had with my friends and with someone special to me. Now and then I wished I had more time in the world to be with them all once more but time waits for no one not even me. I know in most of those times i wished time would move quicker so a new life can begin....but there are some other times that i wished i never wished for that. I miss them all and I came across one friend who was indeed special to me. What a charactor he was. HEHE. Seems like he knows how to look at things in the world and show no fear. Wish I was like that sometimes. But I am not. I don't know how people do it sometimes. But i am afraid what the future holds for me. Confindence I lack for now. Maybe i will get it back like i was when i went to MSA. But right now i am swimming in a pool of confusion.
I am in college at the moment. I am a writer, a visual, a person I guess. lol. I am soon want to become a photographer in fashion or something creative and I am wanting to get a minor degree in massage therapy. I am a fantasy/anime lover from since I was a kid to now and forever.